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    April 06

    How GM Crushed Saturn | Newsweek Business | Newsweek.com

    It appears my 1998 Saturn sedan that drives upwards of 40 MPG on the interstate is soon to be a relic.  The link below tells the story. 

    How GM Crushed Saturn | Newsweek Business | Newsweek.com

    February 27

    Back from the communications void

    Even though I've been making posts at different times up till now, a part of me feels inclined to say "hello again." 

    The reason for that is, beyond the random posts here (I have one that's pretty stream-of-consciousness that I'm thinking about posting soon), I realize I've been M.I.A. in other forms of communication as of late.  I haven't sent a lot of you who know me a lot of individual e-mails.  While I've had some hiccups and fits of laziness that affected that, I want to sort of officially say "I'm back" as a result of larger factors being resolved.   

    As for what I'm back from, a fair bit of it has been things beyond my immediate area of control.  The main thing was technology.  I've mentioned at different times about having Internet problems.  For the most part, those are over, but there are some that are beyond problems that seem to be simply changes.  Part of that is large-group e-mails might be slackened a fair bit.  The e-mail program on my computer no longer works with the Internet connection here, but my web browser email does. 

    Problem is I haven't set up my web mail e-mail groups yet, and the web mail I use now (predominantly Gmail, which sends and receives e-mail from BOTH of my e-mail accounts now) has nearly 1000 e-mail addresses in the address book.  Yep.  Not nearly a number the size of the government stimulus plans or the budget (oh dear), but it's a lot for a guy like me who likes simple things.  A lot of those are duplicate addresses, but the thought of sorting out 1000 e-mail addresses . . . intimidates me. 

    Despite that, I have e-mail, which is great!  I realize I haven't been able to send a lot of individual e-mails all that much because my Internet has been so unstable up till now.  Since it's gotten more stable, I hope to return to the random habit of shooting an e-mail out y'alls way.  I need to hear how you're doing, especially with how uncertain our times are and how drastic the decisions might be to solve them, publicly and privately. 

    I hope to send something in hard copy form to those of you back home to give other details of life here, but I wanted to post this now.  If you know of someone who only receives my e-mails but doesn't visit here, please suggest them to start visiting here in the meantime since my group e-mailings have become a fair bit more intimidating to take on with 1000 addresses to sort through.  The upside is, in a few months from now, communication with people (at least in North America) will be a fair bit easier and more regular for a couple of years.  Until then, I hope you're flexible.  Seems like the times we're in now, the world over, demands such an attitude whether we pursue it or not. 

    Be well, folks.

     

    Jesse

    February 15

    I'm dissing Starbucks, and some technical stuff

    This may get me in bad with some Starbucks fans, but, after doing the taste test between Starbucks and Vietnamese coffee, I can now say Vietnamese coffee is better. 

    I was given a back of whole bean Starbucks coffee by a caring supporter, ground the beans up, and but them in the freezer.  First thing I did when I got back from Thailand was make a cup of coffee with the grounds.  I must say . . . it was pretty lackluster.  I prepared it all the same way I normally would with Vietnamese coffee, and the grounds were fine like Vietnamese coffee grounds, so no difference there.  However, after I made a second cup to make sure I didn't just prepare a bad cup and got the same thing, I made a cup with Vietnamese coffee.  And it was better.  MUCH better.  So much better I'm sure I must have done something wrong, but I quietly know I didn't. 

    In light of that, I'd like to offer you an opportunity to do a taste test of your own.  Here is a website where you can get yourself some of the same coffee I used, called Trung Nguyen.  I suggest the Gourmet Blend, and, if you feel so bold to try the others, go right ahead. 

    Beyond coffee, you may not have been able to send me e-mails lately.  That's not surprising since the organization e-mail address has now CHANGED.  Instead of my first initial and my last name before the @, it's now my whole first and last name separated by a period before the @.  Just so you know.  Everything after the @ is the same.  Also, my Internet connection is a little slower and more selective than usual, so I may not be as "savvy" as I once was.  However, I can say with confidence I now really like Gmail's online web browser interface.  Very slick. 

    February 21

    English I: Who is a "normal" teacher?

    I was asked to do a blog post on the university blog, so I thought I'd send you a link to it, and that little window into life. 

    Link to English I: Who is a "normal" teacher?

    November 07

    Sabbath week - R.I.P.

    At least I can say I thought about a week of rest.  After supervising the mid-terms for first-year students yesterday, and now grading those mid-terms, my intended Sabbath came to a close.  Still, I realize the need to stop for once, and wonder how often that'll happen for me if I don't try to do it in the future.  All the more I'm seeing how if I don't try, it won't occur.  Not that everything rests in my hands, but I need to be intentional. 

    October 03

    Rumors of routines

    As it continues to rain outside, I'm getting towards the conclusion of my day in a week with something resembling a routine.  This definitely hasn't been a normal go-about for routines, but it's been somewhat nice.  I think the challenge for me came from not controlling what it'd look like, which a week of being sick has a keen way of pulling that off. 

    Even still, this is the type of thing I'd quietly waited and hoped would happen, and am glad to see some semblance of continuity in my days.  There's a part of me that still feels as though I'm scrambling more than I have things together, but . . . a step at a time. 

    Now, the pursuit of personal diligence in my life. 

    September 17

    Being all things to all people . . .

    requires doubling your workload?  At least, that's what it's feeling like at the moment.  Over the past few days (as early as 10 minutes ago), I've been asked by different individuals to become involved in the following things: 

    • work at a for-profit English language center near campus. 
    • be on hold to teach an English class of first-year students for one of the teachers who will eventually give birth, study abroad, or get married. 
    • teach the fast-track second-year English students. 
    • outside of my normal schedule of 15-6 periods (beyond my present pay), teach a morning class of Pre-Intermediate level Chinese international students studying both Vietnamese and English at the university. 

    Now, the second option sounds the most reasonable given it's already in the core group that I'm intending to work with anyway.  The third option is said to "have dibs," so to speak, on who teaches what.  But, with the first and fourth, they're outside of my contract.  The one is more of a business, and am not drawn to very much, but the fourth one is something which should be lumped within my present schedule . . . yet isn't. 

    Ugh, and I'm trying to sketch out my Writing lesson for the next week.  Time to make some coffee . . .

    August 30

    Monkeys for neighbors

    While being at my wonderland of temporary housing, the latest boost to my being initiated into this community is greeting my neighbors:  monkeys.  I'm sure it has it's perks.  Let's just hope it doesn't include having complimentary fertilizer flung at me. 

    Until then, more waiting for an actual residence and teaching location in Viet Nam . . .

     

    July 24

    Travel travails and LA tales

    Even though this particular entry may not be sent out till I don't know when, I figure it's still worth typing it up.  First, things related to traveling to LA.  I'm writing this as of the evening of Thursday, July 12th. 

    All in all, it wasn't altogether bad traveling by a Greyhound bus.  Granted, it took two-and-a-half days, they overbooked the bus out of Dallas that bumped me from it, couldn't find my luggage for 24 hours once I arrived in LA, and couldn't identify where the last stop where my luggage was supposed to go to . . . but, yes, beyond those things, it was fine. 

    With my time in the Los Angeles area, Azusa specifically, I'd have to say it has been pretty nice.  The weather is as they describe it, the public transportation system ain't bad (compared to what I've experienced overseas), and there's a lot of cultural diversity.  I can understand the potential for a cultural explosion between people as the movie Crash had depicted so well.  As I was trying desperately to find my luggage during the afternoon in downtown Los Angeles Saturday, walking to and from Union Station and 7th and Alameda (where the Greyhound bus station is), I definitely saw a lot of diversity shuffling among the tall buildings there. 

    For my Master's classes, the one I've had this week has been pretty good.  Specifically called "Language and Culture Learning," it's definitely a lot to take in, going from 9 AM to 4 PM, Monday through Friday of this week, with an hour lunch from 12 to 1.  It's been deeply relevant content, and I feel a lot of affirmation of this being the right direction for me to have gone in.  I'm actually looking forward to the assignments I'll be doing throughout the next semester, as they'll all fit in nicely with where I'd like to go with my language studies. 

    Even though I don't know when this'll actually get sent out, I did want to write this out to you. 

    July 02

    Youngin's

    I'm in Ohio now, and I got back an hour ago from seeing family on my Mom's side of the family.  It's always nice to be able to meet up with them, but it's also cute to be around my second cousins (I've never completely understood that term, "second cousin," but I figure it's "niece/nephew 2.0" and my being "uncle 2.0").  Their ages being 6/7, 5, and nearing 3.  I've never really gotten to be around young children very much as I became slightly older, and have only really gotten initiated into this about four years ago.  I'm wondering that part of it isn't simply being there, but then I bounce overseas for another nine months and am away until July visits.  It's not a perfect schedule, yet it's what I have. 
     
    Then, I realize how friends of mine are also having youngin's of their own, and it's like "I'm dragging my heels!"  Not that I'm in any way persuaded having a family is a race, but I do wonder where I fit in it all. 
     
    I'll try and post pictures when I get back to my computer, and before I bounce on a Greyhound bus to Azusa. 
    May 08

    A smorgasbord of familiarity

    I've been trying to get started two weeks of review (decided to end studies after two weeks instead of three), and it just isn't working.  There's just so much accumulated notes and other stuff that I can make sense of where it all should go.  Part of the problem is it all looks familiar, so I can't really tell what to choose, hence the subject.  It's a little frustrating because I'd really like to make a landmark over what I'm finished with and prepare for adjustments come next year, but . . . I don't know how! 

    On top of that, and in other news, I just learned handwritten letters of mine to different folks in the US haven't been going through.  That's a lot of focused time gone in a puff of smoke, especially since I want to communicate with folks in that way.  Why?  Honestly, I believe it's because the people at the post office here were insistent I didn't need a return address. 

    Grrrr . . .

    April 02

    Oooh, next year . . .

    So, I've been talking with different, relevant folks about things as they might be happening as far as the next school year is concerned. I'd pretty much put Da Lat out of my mind because it didn't seem like there'd be a need there, and then just set aside thoughts to being in Ha Noi. I'd learned a little earlier this morning that both end up still being possibilities. While I heard about the university at Da Lat opening up a new International Studies program a few months back, I didn't get to thinking there'd still be some sort of need. Turns out there is, but as that all depends on a number of things: the biggest is if I'm supposed to go back (kind of put it out of my head for the lack of need, but also feeling bad in how I "left there"), if there's space for it with my organization's needing to place teachers at schools, or the details related to the options of my places of work anywhere next year.

    I thought to help me would be something I'll share: compare, compare, compare. I had to make it small because of formatting issues.

                                    Da Lat                             Ha Noi
    Relationships             Several already               Very few known
    Status w/ students     Mixed; some good, bad  Still too unknown; not bad
    Backgrounds            Most come from             
    Most come from the city
                                    the countryside
    School                     Worked with foreign
          Same, but more access to
                                   teachers for awhile           good materials
    Renown                  Seen as decent, but           "The Harvard of Viet Nam"
                                  not like HN or HCMC
    Teaching area         International studies,
            English as relates to business,
                                  possibly still other English  economics
    Location                 Would need to box up       Also not new, and closer; 3
                                  stuff, but not new locale     million people
    Language               Would speak VNese a         Wouldn't need to as much
                                  fair amount                        per students' level
    Per interests            Far from the NW               Very close to the NW

    With all that, even those things may not be much of a matter, but something for me to help get me thinking about stuff. I just needed to help sort stuff out.
    After this, I'm going to e-mail some folks in Da Lat for details about this department. If you can be keeping that in your thoughts, I'd appreciate it.
    March 19

    First of the Second (Lunar) Month

    Since February 17th, the Lunar New Year, a month has apparently passed and it is now the first of the second lunar month.  I really wouldn't have noticed this had it not been for the people burning things outside businesses and homes at different times.  When a bus home passed by a pagoda, I wasn't surprised at the number of people selling and buying incense and paper representations of things to be burned at the pagoda.  They're all burned in bundles, for the most part, and it appears to be a deal for the living.  The other week, I'd bought some paper money just to have (and give later).  I had to have bought around six or so bundles, all for about six thousand dong ($0.40).  Considering some of it was copies of $100 bills, I sure hope the exchange rate is good for the dead.  Then again, if that's the going rate, maybe they'd have other things to worry about once one dies.  I wonder whether this is why good luck and prosperity is wished for people:  they won't get it when dead. 

    In a way, true. 

    January 29

    Back in neutral territory

    The annual time in Thailand . . . it's alright, these conferences, though it's a bit of a random thing with my normal schedule.  I'd typically let time in Thailand for our annual conference there be my time in "neutral territory," having no prior connections to people or places.  So far, it's been that, but you get back in routines pretty quick.  Add in the costs of being a visitor, and it gets a little old. 
     
    Unfortunately, though this is my third year of being in Chiang Mai for our conference here, I don't know that I understand Thai culture any more than in times past. I guess it's just a combination of my time here being largely business-related, and the cost of being a tourist in ignorance over language and time to learn better, keeps me that way. 
     
    In the meantime?  I'll continue going to Internet cafes every-other-day, over Internet connections that are more than I'd like, going to restaurants paying more than usual, until I go up the hill to the Suan Bua and I'm back in the wonderland of my organization. 
     
    It's alright, so long as there's a point to it all, and an ending! 
    December 30

    Pictures added!

    Ah, the Internet is more of a friend this evening.  As you can see, pictures!  Many of them speak for themselves, as I didn't try and take pictures with the thinking, "Oh, don't that just look novel!"  I really wanted to understand the things I saw, and will be using pictures like these to call my heart to reckon what I saw.  So, enjoy a fragment of the whole! 
     
    Also, just been thinking about stuff with myself lately while in Da Lat, and not too, too busy.  Realizing a tendency within myself to try to live to please others.  Not saying the solution is "now life is all about me!"  Rather, I work myself up with tension and expectations, ultimately being frustrated and "crashing" in certain ways.  The thought there isn't a finished one, but I wanted to share it in its present form to be remembered.  I'm tired of living life that way.  I want it to be not about others, not about myself, but something else.  Not in-between.  Again, an unfinished thought. 
     
    I'll try and e-mail more of you, as its been the Christmas season, and a random schedule for me.